"I, Q."
by Jim
T. Henriksen
Stardate 51535.8
"Lieutennant Reginald Barclay, you always mess up!" Geordi LaForge said
with an angry voice. "Sorry, s-sir... I w-was on-only a-a-adjusting the i-input
of a-a-antimatter," Barclay stuttered nervously.
"Adjusting? You have spoiled an experiment that have consumed most of my off-duty
time for a month!" "
S-s-sorry."
"Get out of here before you blow up the whole ship, 'adjusting' the antimatter-balance
in the warp-core," Geordi almost shouted.
Leaving Engineering, Reginald Barclay hard an ensign saying, "Yeah, get lost
broccoli!"
"Shut up, ensign," Geordi commanded. Barclay felt a little better, but
he still felt down. He decided to drown his shame in syntho- hole, maybe find someone
to talk with.
Entering the turbolift, he saw counselor Deanna Troi was already in the lift.
"Where to?" she asked, "Ten-Forward?"
"I guess..."
"Continue," she said to the turbolift. Deanna sensed some- thing was bothering
Barclay, and needed someone to talk to. Who was better than a counselor in talking?
"Want to talk about it?" she asked. Barclay didn't reply, just stood there,
struggeling to keep back his tears.
"So, what do you want?" Guinan asked as Barclay and Troi sat down by
the bar.
"Whiskey... I feel like shit," Barclay replied, facing the window. He stared
out on the stars zooming by like thin white lines.
"One whiskey coming right up. What do you want, counselor?"
"Oh, just a glass of water for me... with ice."
"One glass of water, with ice," Guinan laughed, "coming right up."
Deanna looked at Barclay. "Why are you so gloomy, Reginald?" she asked,
holding his hand. She felt he was really miserable, even more than what appeared
to be normal for him.
"Oh, I messed up one of LaForge's experiments down in Engineering. As usual
I acted without thinking... should have known better," he replied. "Stupid!"
he shouted as he hit himself in the head, and tears rolled down his cheeks.
"Reg, no," Deanna comforted, putting her hand on his shoulder, "you
are not stupid. You have an IQ at 194, Reginald... you're a genious!"
"Maybe, but I am still an idiot. I know more than the average man can dream
of, but I always mess up when theory becomes reality." Barclay took the glass
of whiskey that Guinan had put on the bar, and took a sip. He knew it was just synthehol,
but he felt it helped, the warming feeling that spread through his body.
Barclay looked up from the glass, as he felt that counselor Troi had taken her
hand off his shoulder.
"You have to help me, counselor, how can I..." The words died away as he
say she wasn't there anymore. Turning around, he saw that Ten-Forward was empty.
"Guinan, where did everyone go?" he asked, but when he looked behing the
bar where Guinan was supposed to be, she was gone too.
"Guinan?" he asked again, looking over the edge of the bar. She was not
there either. "Must be something wrong," he thought, "an emergency
of some sort." He looked out the window, and saw that the ship was still moving,
making the stars into long lines. Tapping his commbadge he said, "Lieutennant
Barclay to the bridge. What's happening up there?" There was no reply. "Barclay
to bridge, anyone there?"
Still not reply. This wasn't right.
"Computer, locate captain Picard."
"Captain Jean-Luc Picard is not onboard."
"When did captain picard leave the ship?"
"Captain Jean-Luc Picard has not left the ship." Barclay wondered about
this contra- diction for a second, then addressed the computer again.
"Computer, locate commander William Riker."
"Commander William Riker is not onboard." Locate..." Barclay stopped,
then changed his question.
"Computer, how many peoples are onboard the U.S.S. Enterprise?" "There
is one person present, lieutennant -"
"Yes, I know... Reginald Barclay." And with that he ran out of Ten- Forward
towards the turbolift.
Entering the bridge, he halted, then he continued as he remembered he was alone.
The ship hadn't been this empty since it was commishoned. He headed for the ops,
where he punched several buttons quicly. Slowly the ship reduced it's speed down
to impulse, then to a complete stop. "What happened here?" he thought to
himself as he looked around on the bridge. There was suddenly a brillliant flash
of light, and Q was sitting in the captains chair. Q was dressed like a captain,
with insignias and pips.
"Oh, I just played a little with reality," Q answered to the question Barclay
had asked himself. "Why?"
"I was boored..." Barclay walked over to Q, and had grabbed him by the
collar of his uniform, but he was not sure what to do.
"Won't you please sit down, lieutennant?" Q asked with a big smirk on his
face. But before Barclay could say anything, Q 'teleported' him to commander Riker's
chair. Barclay had a commander's uniform on now.
"Do you mind telling my why you did this? I mean, even you must have a real
reason, even how pathetic, to make the whole crew except me disappear..."
"Well, yes," Q replied, "we decided to help you."
"We? HELP me?! I hardly call this help." Barclay was furious now.
"Yes, we in the Q continuum have decided to help you by help you help yourself...
and your crew-mates," Q explained.
"How?"
"By becoming a Q."
"Why should I accept?" Barclay wondered, amazed by Q's offer.
"Why not? You will become a full- fledged member of the Q continuum, with the
same powers as me." Barclay thought about this for a while.
"But I don't know how to use the power..."
"Don't worry, my good man," Q said, 'grabbing' a manual out of thin air,
"here's the user-manual." Q laughed. "I'll be back when you have decided
to accept..." he said, then disappeared with a flash. The manual still floated
in the air where Q had held it. It was not that thick. He started to read.
Barclay had retired to his quarters, bringing the manual along. He sat down behind
his desk and opened the manual again. After two hours he put the manual down on the
desk, tired of reading. He was just one third into it, but it felt like he had read
all the books in the universe. Twice. He had learned how Q could appear and disappear,
how he could contact Q, and lots of other things. It would take an eternity to read
through the manual, but he suspected that he really had an eternity... curtacy of
Q. He decided he had to accept Q's offer, and was about to summon him when he heard
Q's voice from the sofa.
"I told you I'ld be back when you decided to accept. And you would, eventually,"
Q said, grinning.
"Well, Q... do your magic," Barclay said resigned. Q lifted his hands in
old-fashioned magician-style, and chanted,
"Hocus-pokus, abra- cadabra, sim-salabin!" Something that appeared to be
high-level energy sparkeled out of Q's fingers and rained over Barclay like magic
dust. Just for the effect, he reconed. He felt a tingeling sensation in his body,
and he could feel the power in every cell. "Now, come with me," Q said,
and with a flash, they were both gone.
"Welcome to the Q continuum, sir Reginald Barclay of Q," a man sitting
on a high throne said. Barclay knew this was the High Q, but how he knew this was
impossible to know... He just knew. He stood in the middle of a great hall that reminded
him of a ballroom in a castle from the 17th century Earth.
"Thank you, honourable High Q," Barclay said as he bowed deeply. Next to
him stood Q, or the Q he knew, and in a wide circle around them stood others, also
Q's. All were dressed in middleage clothes, and Barclay noticed he was in new clothes
too.
"Now, sir Reginald, is there anything you wonder about? Feel free to ask,"
High Q said.
"Yes, your e-e-excelence," Barclay stuttered, but then pulled himself together...
A Q don't stutter. "Can you please tell me why you decided to make me a Q? Q
here," he said, pointing at the all-too-familiar Q next to him, "didn't
explain properly..." High Q rubbed his chin, then said, "One of us has
left us, traveling into the realms of Death..."
"I thought you were immortal?"
"We are, compared to almost every known races. But a Q only live as long as
he has the power. Without the power, you return to what you were before you got it,
so even if you die the same instance, your remaining life is nothing compared to
eternity."
"And therefore you regard a Q that has lost his power a dead Q?"
"That is the only way."
"Why me, Reginald Barclay? I mean, you caused Enterprise's crew to disappear...
so it can't be that you're offering me the power... you forced me to accept, blackmailing
me with the lives of the crew."
"That, I agree, was a little unneccessary," he said as he looked angry
at the Q that stood next to Barclay. For a second Q sulked, but then he and the rest
of the Q's, High Q included, began to laugh insanely.
"No, seriously," Hight Q said as he regained his breath, "you were
the best candidate... and the only one likely to accept. You couldn't resist the
power that we offered you. I guess you have to sort out the hidden details yourself,
sir Reginald. Now go back to your precious ship and save your beloved crewmates."
"Back to the Enterprise," Barclay thought, and he was back on the ship
again.
The ship was still as empty as when he had left it with Q. He picked up the manual
again, and started to read. After what seemed like only ten minutes, he was through
it. Now he knew it all... He decided to try some easy tricks. He held the manual
up infront of him, and with a flash it was gone. He then tried to teleport, and 'jumped'
around in the room for some seconds. He headed for the door, but caught himself...
why not just teleport? The next moment he was on the bridge.
Barclay consentrated on bringing the crew back. Nothing happened. He consentrated
harder, and to his relief, several flashes appeared on the bridge, but the only ones
that materialized on the bridge was captain Picard, counselor Troi and lieutennant
commander Data.
"What happened? Where is the rest of the crew, and what do you and the counselor
do here so suddely?"
Picard asked, "Is this another one of Q's tricks?"
"Erh... w-w-well,sir..." Barclay swallowed, "it is partly his doing...
he made you all disappear, but I brought you back."
"You brought us back? You better explain this from the beginning, lieutennant,"
Picard said. And with that, Barclay started to explain all that had happened, from
the 'kidnapping' of the crew, to his new powers.
"Barclay is right, captain. It is only the four of us on the ship," Deanna
said, "I can't feel anyone else."
"Data, is this accurate?" Picard asked.
After consulting a computer-console, Data said, "Yes sir, we four are the only
living beings on the Enterprise.
"Well, let's bring back the rest, and then we'll decide what shall be done with
you, Barclay," the captain stated.
"I'm afraid that is impossible... I can't."
"Why not?"
"I consentrated all I could to bring you all back, but you three were all that
appeared."
"You have to relax, let the power work in you," Deanna said with a calm
voice, "get in contact with self." Barclay breathed slowly. He felt the
same tingeling sensation he had felt earlier, only stonger.
"Don't think like 'I can't', think 'I can', Reginald."
"I... I can't."
"You can, trust me."
"I... I... I can. I can... I CAN!" Barclay said as he felt the energy soar
through his body.
"Now open your eyes and focus... don't consentrate, just focus," Deanna
said. Barclay opened his eyes, and focused on bringing the crew back. Brilliant flashes
were everywhere on the bridge, and the next moment, they were all back.
"Captain, the entire crew is back, sir," Data said. Commander Riker looked
bewildered for a second,
"Back? But nothing happened..."
"Look on the viewscreen, number one," Picard said. Riker looked at the
stars, but didn't notice anything different at fist, then, as he noticed the ship
was not moving, his face turned into a question- mark.
"I'll explain later," the captain said, "Worf, go to yellow allert."
Picard, Riker, Data and Troi looked all at Barclay where he sat in the chair in
one of the cairs in the ready-room.
"Q offered Barclay to become a member of the Q's, to replace one that had passed
away," Picard explained to Riker, "but he used a dirty trick to force Barclay
to accept. Q made us all disappear, leaving just Barclay. This is why we can't remember
what happened. We were put somewhere out of reach for Barclay as normal human, somewhere
where time and space don't exsist."
"I believe that is not quite correct, captain," Data said, "my calculations
indicate that we have infact been in some sort of stasis for several days. The stardate
has changed too."
"Can you take us back to when we disappeared?" Riker asked.
"I think I can, commander," Barclay replied.
"Wait, don't do it right away, let us decide in the smallest detail what to
do, so nothing goes wrong."
"I am hurt," Barclay said, then disappeared in a flash of light.
"I think you hurt his ego, Riker," Picard said, "remember he's
a Q now, and with his ego hurt, he's probably gone somewhere we can't reach him."
"He's afraid that he will mess up... all this power is overwhelming him. He
know he can destroy everything with a thought or a word," Deanna said.
"In other words, he have to mind his P's and Q's," Riker laughed.
"Inquery. What does 'mind his P's and Q's' mean, sir? This information is not
in my memory," Data said confused.
"It's a pune, it means to be careful what you say," Riker explained.
"Pune? Searching... Ah, playing with words. I understand sir. Most interesting."
Barclay had teleported himself back to Earth, home to his parents place. He walked
up the steps and knocked on the door. His old father came out, looking pussled at
his son.
"What are you doing here, son? I heard you were out on a mission."
"I was, but something unexpected came up."
"You have to tell me what is wrong," Barclay senior said, "let's go
down in the park..." With a flash, Barclay and his father was suddenly on a
bench in the park.
"Dad," he said, "I have Q- powers now... I had to accept it to save
the crew of the Enterprise." "You did right, my son. You have to think
of your friends first, then yourself."
"That's what I came to also, dad, but now I begin to regret I accepted. I can't
handle this much power... You know, I know all that is written in books, but when
it comes to use that knowledge, I mess up... remember that time I tried to fix our
replicator, and mom was almost poisoned?"
"I see what you mean..." Two generations of Barclays sat on the bench in
the park for hour after hour, until it was dark.
"You have to listen to your heart, Reginald, do what you know is right."
Back on Enterprise the captain was informing the crew about what have happened.
"I repeat, do not intimidate Barclay in any matter. Picard out."
"Broccoli a Q?" one of the ensigns in the mess hall said. A flash appeared,
and Barclay sat on the chair across the table. "
I heard that, ensign..." The ensign, which was just about to drink some juice,
got it the wrong way down, and sprinkled Barclay with it.
"That... was not neccessary, ensign," Barclay said quietly as orange- juice
ran down his face. "Sorry sir. Here, let me help you clean that up, sir."
"Don't bother, Barclay said, and before the ensign knew it, he and Barclay had
changed place, and now it was the ensign that was all soaked in juice. Everybody
in the mess hall laughed.
Barclay entered the bridge the normal way, through the turbolift. He had decided
he had to move the ship back in time, along with the crew.
"Captain, I am ready now... I will move the entire ship back to the same second
you disappeared, only you won't remember this," Barclay said.
"No, wait!"
Barclay looked up from the glass, as he felt that counselor Troi had taken her
hand off his shoulder.
"You have to help me, counselor, how can I..." Barclay stopped. This happened
before. He turned quickly around, but to his relief, Deanna was there. She had just
taken her glass of water, to wet her mouth.
"Yes?" she asked. Barclay knew now that nobody remembered what had happened.
"Nothing, counslor," he said, as he put down the glass of whiskey, "nothing
that I can't manage myself." As Barclay left Ten-Forward, Deanna looked bewildered
after him. She had sensed a sudden change of mood in him, and he was now bursting
with... energy?
Barclay went down to Engineering again.
"Barclay," Geordi said as he noticed Barclay was back, "what are you
doing here? Sorry I yelled at you earlier, but you destroyed my project."
"Sorry about that, sir... let me fix it."
"Fix it? You can't fix it now... it's impossible!" Barclay waited until
Geordi had turned his back to him, then put his finger on the console.
"What was that flash?!" Geordi asked.
"Got to go, sir..." Barclay said, as he left. Back stood a puzzled Geordi
Laforge and looked at his project, ticking along as if nothing had happened.
THE END
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Disclaimer: This plot is some time after 'First Contact'. Star Trek, Star Trek:
First Contact, ST:TNG and mentioned character is copyrighted/trademarked Paramount
Pictures. This story is written on a non-profit basis, as my first story for Trek
Writers Guild. (Ps! The stardate refers to my birthday, 400 years old. :)
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